Assalamualaikum
sigh sigh sigh
the past week has been
one of the toughest phase in my life
phew
anger, resentment,love, frustration and
some tear
sigh!
its the hardest week,
with some really unreasonable assignment,
argh. i nearly died
if its assignment alone, it would have been this hard
i have some issues against me
what is that?
im having a hard time in settling my emotion down
im having problem in setting myself
what should i do?
from what i used to be previously,
im not that much of emotion freak
but now
try me
i can just kill you
frankly, im still searching for myself
what am i actly?
should i just follow the flow?
or
should i set and create my on flow to follow
im having a conflict with myself
sometimes in life,
a tiny miny thing can teach or just answer
for the thing we have been wondering
i learnd this from Kungfu Panda 2
which said, that
it doesnt matter if your life didnt start well
it is all about what you want to be
and what you choose to be.
the second message is
inner peace
when you have inner peace,
you can practically do everything
but inner peace is not someting that we can get that easily
it is so super duper hard
but of course, its not impossible
yes, it is reachable
aigoo.
im disturbed for some known reason
i just dont understand why
i know im not the perfect looking 21 year old girl
but seriously, give me a break,
its time for you to set your priorities and
STOP giving a crap about me
im better off without your comments.
mode: cry me a river. :)
p/s: this post is very disorganized but im helpless, waay to disturbed.
:)(:
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