Feelings

Assalamualaikum!

today i am going to talk about feelings

in other words, YES saya tengah emosi

hahaha, so this bring me back to the main reason i start to blog

i didnt start blogging to have real much of followers,

to be super popular and all

no, never

all i wanted is to find a place to voice out my feelings

when im happy, sad, annoyed and all

then after quite long it has been a little bit too public for me to publish

everything.

why? do i care what people think of me?

NO, I DONT but

the thing is everything i do reflects my religion, my parents and my family

i dont want to be ruining them just because of some of my emotional post

when you tend to be not a pleasant person at a time

they refer me to a muslim lady, which is my father's daughter

tak cool la kan when people regard thing is do on this

so YES, i watch my language when i post things

and YES i do use some bad words and say things im not suppose to when im angry

well, biasa la, im just a human being with emotions

however, I DONT use the F word

i use words like babi, shit, idiot

ok la kan? HAHA

omg omg omg, kalau mak mentua saya baca abis

no matter how light bad words we use

bad words are still bad

no justification, SO,

im trying to shift my usage of SHIT to CRAP

i rarely use the babi word, it only comes when im with really close people

gagaga, yes yes, i am on my way of reducing the usage okayh

so, back to the feelings,

i am kind of a sensitive person

i do take some thing really personally

i hate those racist people, I DO WHOLE HEARTEDLY

so when i say im sensitive, it means,i do get hurt easily

and at the same time, i do try my bestest not to hurt others

some of the issue that i believe it does not only hurt me but also others is

when you comment on their physical appearance

some monkeys can just pop from no where and say

"waa, dah gemuk ar skrg"

this kind of people i regard them as senseless

seriously, who on earth wont be hurt when you say this?

hello, the person might be trying to loose weight,

and failing it,

dont simply say to people bout this kind of things

p/s: no matter how fat i get im still skinnier than you baby.

next issue is on how tall or short a particular person is

by just saying or teasing those real short or tall person

you dont get any taller (if you tease the shorter ones)

and you dont get any shorter (if you tease the tall ones)

all you get is more sin for hurting people

and all they get is pahala because you hurt them

seriously people, think wisely la,

in other words, please use the brain that God has given you

next annoying this that i feel the most is

when people say im getting real angry( like extremely)

YES, i do get really angry at times,

but seriously STOP saying dont get too angry

dont be too emotional,

dont be too sensitive

what the...??

im am no angel who is born without emotions

i do get angry, but all this while i have never killed anyone

or cause anyone any harm, if you cant be sensible to

realize the fact that people have feeling, thats your problem

it is time for you to see the lacking in you rather than endlessly pointing it on 

others.

and if you cant differentiate my boldness to a fierce characteristic

you seriously have some mental issues that need serious help

p/s: it you and only you who cant see it.

next super annoying thing is the sociable issue

some people may happen very sociable

but the know the limits,

if you can take the fact that in this century people do mingle around

and be friends, you just belong in the centuries before

not necessarily if you have friends of other races, or sex,

you are doing a wrong thing.

it takes some real wise thinking to realize that and you, simply

dont have it.

 and please point me any guy or a girl who dont have friends of other races, or sex

seriously, im waiting, surprise me baby.

next is when some people think that they are religious enough that they

look down on others and think they can "insafkan" orang

hello sayang, do you know that a religious person, wont claim that they are,

and they will always feel they are not religious,

they are humble,

they dont go around and think they are great

if they do, they are not religious because Islam is not about that

Islam is about being simple and humble

Islam is so simple, nice, and the most beautiful thing

dont complicate simple things

Islam doesnt limit on fashion, friends and almost everything

all we have to is just to obey some guideline that is set by Allah to

ensure our wellbeing here and hereafter

thats it.

the main point im saying this is

some people are just born in such a way

that they are filled with emotions

they happen to be sensitive

the best thing to do is to respect them the way they are

if you cant, just GO AWAY,

no one is stopping you.

you are free to go.

please go. 

HAHA

p/s: it is a matter of time to realize how great and awesome Allah's planning are.

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