alaaahai

finally, after so much of hard work,

assignment iii is done,  

now its time to concentrate for 105 work

plus mqa thingy,

gosh! im so freaking confused!

what should i say? yes or postpone?

i have set what i wanted but why am i doubting?

should i say no and wait?

aiyo!

i know the reason behind this doubt but im still being ignorant?

i guess its time for me to leave it to the destiny.

if meant to be, i couldnt be any happier, if not, thats ok,

i love the way you lie, hahaha

so, im hoping that i cud decide by this monday

ayayay! i know im taking too long this

thats the issue here, i dont know why im thinking much

arghh. neneks betuls

p/s: im on my way on stopping to cursing lunatic and maniac on the road,

maafkan saya aunty for saying "aiyo this old lady, move aside la"

maafkan saya abang lorry for saying "tepilah jebon"

maafkan saya pak cik for saying "better off you park and walk rather than driving this slow"

plus abang2 road bullies, just hope you wont see me ever again, because darling

i am so gonna kill you that even your ashes cant be traced!

fuyoo, i just sounded so vulgar but what can i do?

if HE wasnt there, i would be buried instead. 

maybe one day i'll let go of it la, hopefully,

current mood: confused and emotional