Life has been the best teacher in my life
i realized that as i age, the definition of things changes as well
from the things i like,i hate
almost everything
10 years back, chocolate is like a mini sugary paradise
now, im going for chocolate with the lowest sugar content,if possible sugar-free
Life has changed me in many terms,
In terms of success
life has changed me from a small kid to a huge kid
initially when i was in primary school
being successful in life is all about the career
we were so trained to think and set our dream career that
we didn't really get the time to see what we like and what we are good in
when i was a kid, the community has made most of the kids to be judgemental
toward people success and failure
if you scored well, you are one hell of smarty pants,though you might be a serial killer
if you flunk, you re one pathetic looser, though you are a nice soul,
the personality of a particular person is judged solely on ones education
excellence.
its very sad to live in such a community
i must admit that when i was a kid, i did all the judging based on this
when i scored in exams, i feel so so super good bout myself
but i am thankful, that i had failures in my life
that has taught me that life isn't all about achieving high.
Life has brought me so much of changes
i changed from a person who wants teacher,
to a lawyer, to a dietitian
and now to a psychologist.
if i were to tell this to one judgemental person
they might say that i have been a person who is filled with uncertainties
but i would say, i took me some stops,stumbling
to realize what i really want.
if and only if i have known what i really want from the beginning
i may not have learnt all the things in that i have
i may not think the way i do right not
i may not be as good as i am now. :P
i may be a nerdy freak who hold a book
don't sweat for small stuff with thick spects,
but life, has been the best teacher
the best ever teacher
In terms of happiness
10 years back, my happiness may be fully lied on the
new dress, chocolate, and any other minute possible things that i have
but now, i realized that happiness does not lie on things
it lies when our heart is in peace, with the loved ones
happiness is when i hug my mother
happiness is when i am laughing all out with no worries
happiness is when i'm in Penang with my family
happiness is when i spend some time in the beach,
feeling the breeze, writing on the sand,
happiness is when i finish reading a book,
happiness is when i am with my mirror
happiness is when i cry watching love story
happiness is when i'm playing with kids
happiness is when a person says thank you and smile
happiness is when i am being me
it took me some disappointment to realize that happiness is not
in things, in wealth,
it is when we are happy and thankful with your heart,
is when we are in peace
is when we love HIM.
because at the end of the day everything comes from HIM
In terms of Love
When i was in my teenage years
i wanted a super hot, tall, sharp pointy nose, stylish,romantic
,a person who knows how to speak super good English,
who is super good in physics (because i'm so so not good in it),
a person who is the only child in the family (simple)
a wealthy person,
i also wanted a guy who loves me more than anything else in this world,
seriously, i was blinded by the kind of thing seen in movies,
i wanted a so-called perfect guy
as time passes by, as i age,
as i meet people, as i know more bout life,
i realized that all these does not ensure happiness,
Alhamdulillah, after some time,
i realized, a guy of religion, is waaay hotter than a guy with looks,
a guy who can lead in prayer is wayyyy flaming hot than a guy with style,
a guy who loves his mother so much,because people say if a guy loves his mother, he will love his wifey jugak,
the one with siblings, because complicated is challenging,
but of course,
if possible, definitely i want the looovey doovey ones jugak,
the one who is crazy enough to be crazy with me,
the one who is funny to make me laugh even in my worst emotional state,
the one who knows to differentiate me when i'm sad and angry,
the one who simply know how to rock my world.
because at the end of the day, like what said by a friend of
mine looks has expiry date,
but again, if possible
a guy with a package, why not.
Now that i have seen the changes, i am just so super thankful,
who knows, in a year or two,
i may have changed by life,
Hopefully its the changes for good,
because when i say life has changed me,
it has changed me according to HIS will.
so here i am, waiting for changes,
waiting for future life changing lessons,
waiting for my future happiness,
waiting for my ajnabee.
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