Assalamualaikum my dear peeps! I am back yaw!
It is not
like im searching for a “come back” reason, but this thought came to me last
night. Since i cant sleep, i kept on rolling on the bed until this very
magnificent thought arise! And the thought is? It is because i feel like i want
to. I know it sounds crappy, but seriously, suddenly, i missed this blogging
thingy you know. Apart from wanting to, i miss channelling my thoughts in a way
that maybe there is a teeni tiny percentage of doing good. The next reasonable
reason that i manage to come up with is to polish my writing skills. The
ability to be creative in writing arises when we write freely with no
limitation of words, imagination as well as thoughts. The only way
to develop this skill is by practising crapping frequently.
This
morning i manage to break up with biopsychology. The worst part of this break
up is when i found out that i have an entire subject next sem on biopsychology.
My reaction was What the.....?? naah, don’t worry, i don’t use the F word. Its
not cool to use vulgar words, it makes you look so immorally immature.
Seriously, zero coolness ok. So, back to the topic, right after the break up, i
was talking to oliv, she told me bout this one guy, lets call him Flavettes.
Why Flavettes? When i looked around my table, my vit c’s brand is it. Haha. So
this Flavettes have one attitude of going around and carrying story, and
criticize them and all. I am claiming this because i was once the victim. Kecoh
je en mamat ni, gila takdak life, kalut report kat orang. Aigoo. Why is this
bothering me? Apparently, he belongs to the same ethnic group as i am. Im
afraid that people might generalize the rest of wonderful mamak guys(mg) based
on him (wonderfulkah mamak guy?). after seeing this, my instinct made
me think, maybe my mentality doesn’t suit to be with mg. Interracial marriage
maybe? Ngeh3, why not? :P
I cant
handle immaturity. I know that im not very matured, but still if you want a
dude to guide you, definitely you want the matured ones kan? Allow me to
elaborate on what are the kinds of immaturity annoys me to the max.
First,
whenever you talk about marriage, they perceive you as gatal. Like seriously,
it is better off to be married rather than being in a sinful relationships kan?
Im not claiming that every relationship is sinful, but syaitan does it works so
well that you might think “ala, x pe la, nak kawin ngan dia anyway”. And there
goes the purity of love. I get really annoyed when long term love relationships
is perceived better than early marriage because at the end of the day all we want
to please is Allah, so takyah ah kecoh perceive orang kawin awal as gatal.
p/s: saya
bukan nak kawin soon, but you will never know. Hihi
Secondly,
i get really annoyed when questioning or debating is perceived as rude, bukan
girlish and all. Islam says, don’t accept things blindly and it is only islam
that has reasoning for every bit of the things we were required to do, and to
avoid. It is not wrong to question things, to verify things by debating as long
as it is done politely. I bet the generation which nods and obey everything was
back in 60s, nowadays, we are in thirst of reasoning, we want to know why. We
must know why. Imagine this, if you tell a kid, you must pray 5 times a day. If
this kid was not told the reasoning why we must pray, what are the benefits of
praying and what are the consequences of not performing it, this kid will most
likely to stop it halfway. By having the ability to question, we certainly
develop critical thinking which is crucial for us, the muslims of this century.
We can be cheated easily if we didn’t kan?
Thirdly,
saya bukan annoyed but BENCI orang yang pentingkan grades. Why? Because grades
are nothing. Grades might be everything for those who prioritize worldly
matters. Even that, grades cant assure your wellbeing on earth. Allah kan yang
bagi rezeki? Kalau sejuta A pun, takdak rezeki, takdapat jugak kan? Be
easy on people, don’t degrade them because of this because at the end of the
day,Allah wont question how many A’s you get in SPM kan? So chillax bole. The
reason im saying this is what matters the most is knowledge. Islam says that we
must seek knowledge till the last breath of ours kan? So lets cari ilmu,
sebarkan ilmu dan practice ilmu.
Fourthly,
is gender differences. Im not annoyed but i sympathize those who keep on
listing the differentiating of guys and girls, because darling they are created
different. None is better and worse. Get yourself a book called, man are from
mars, women are from venus. Fantastic book for everybody to read and ponder
upon. Especially for those who are getting married. It’s a must.
Till now,
this is the ones that i can remember, lepas ni kalau ada jebon annoy lagi, i
shall hupdate eh. For some friends of mine, who had lost, their siblings,
parents and even friend, im very sorry for you lost.
For some of you, who might have forgotten how i look
like, here you go.
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